As of currently, I’ve no idea what is to become of this post. Thought I would do something that could almost be considered constructive with my time; whilst I wait for a game to patch.
I’m feeling pretty good about myself at the moment.
Oh look it patched.
Oh look server maintenance.
I’ve changed a bit. Took me a while to notice what was new. But I did in the end. It was a good change, one I needed. Happily Monogamous, I’ll change my blogs name back to that should all go to plan. I’m not too fussed as to when she can come in anymore. All I really need is someone to talk to, someone I can call my own and thus direct my affections. I needed to mature. Now I just want someone to share my mind with. Intimacy is far more than physicality. That’s something I was too stupid to realize, or rather I was just too jacked up on hormones to slow down and think about things. But I have now.
If nothing had changed, then the same reasons we split would exist. But I’ve changed, even if only slightly. But it was a crucial and necessary change. And I think it’s enough to warrant a second try.
Here’s to maturity. Perhaps your not as over-rated as I first thought.
But don’t expect me to be mature all the time, that would just get boring.